But of coarse, all good things come to an end. I had a really productive day at work. My boss and I got along and she surprisingly didn’t get on my nerves. My dad picked me up in the jeep he just finished fixing with both my brother and sister. So on the way home, my sister was being her bitchy self, (as always!) and was just pissing me off when she was answering the questions I was asking my brother. I look at my phone and I notice I missed a call from my mom. I listend to the voicemail and she’s bitching to me about not picking up my phone and how she doesn’t want my brother to become like me and shit.
I became instantly pissed! He doesn’t know about any of the stuff I do! He might have a suspicion of the cigarettes, but that’s it. She doesn’t even know about the other stuff I do. I fucking hate her! Even if I did tell her, she wouldn’t understand and would probably just kick me out or something.
She makes me so upset that I decided to cut. I know its bad, but I just feel so emotionally beat up. Its like she loves making me feel like shit. WELL FUCK HER!!!!!!!
I want to just die so bad. I hate being on this planet. I hate all the bull shit that’s in this world.
Let me know what you think.
-Krystal
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